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All Men Lie
I will take care of you
I will protect you
I will always be there for you
I will never let you down
I will never cheat on you
I will always love you
Any words after I will - are a lie!
:iconvanessanon:Vanessanon 1 5
Why do I (they) do this to me?
Why do I listen to their words,
and believe their lies -
The men in my life?
They write cheques they can't cash
destroy dreams they once built
and crush the very spirit
they claim to love in me
Like a child on their way
to Neverland; they hold
their hands over my eyes
So I can't see what they 
truly are
Then when I dare myself to 
take in the amazing view
of all the promises they make,
to believe it is possible...
...they push me over the edge
of the cliff of despair,
the chasm of loneliness...
and leave me there to die.
But I am stronger than they
know or realise, and
sometimes I possess even
more strength than I can know.
I struggle back out of the
pit of depression and
I will myself to go on,
to continue the long way around.
I am still on my journey to
the promised land, but
without the empty promises
that were to make the road easier.
I learn that there is no man
that can be trusted; even one's
own brother may leave your
side if he marries the wrong gir
:iconvanessanon:Vanessanon 2 0
All the things I wish
When I watch the rain
I wish you were here with me
snuggled on the couch
just watching a DVD
When I'm feeling sad
I want you to hold me tight,
to be inside your arms and 
you to tell me it's alright
When I go out to eat
I wish you were there too,
that I wasn't alone
and I'd share my sushi with you
At the start of every night
I want to ask how your day's been
To see if I can make it better
And maybe send you sweet dreams
Each night before I sleep,
I light a candle in my room
I think of you and wish
you were there to cuddle into
Every single day I wish
I could tell you how much I miss
every moment I spent with you 
and that we could be together 
But I know now that I
will always be alone
Not just now.
But forever
:iconvanessanon:Vanessanon 0 0
Colourful by Vanessanon Colourful :iconvanessanon:Vanessanon 0 1 So many piggies! by Vanessanon So many piggies! :iconvanessanon:Vanessanon 5 3 Hi there by Vanessanon Hi there :iconvanessanon:Vanessanon 1 0 Beautiful large tree frog by Vanessanon Beautiful large tree frog :iconvanessanon:Vanessanon 0 0
What does it matter
Do you know who I am?
Do you care who I am?
Does it matter who I am?
So why am I who I am?
I don't know
:iconvanessanon:Vanessanon 1 0
Name Plaque - Bryn by Vanessanon Name Plaque - Bryn :iconvanessanon:Vanessanon 0 0

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We Are Beautiful
When I was a little girl,
I used to look in my mother's mirror
Instead of liking what I saw
The sight made me run in fear
I never saw myself in the light
That everybody else seemed to know
Alone in the dark, I could never
Allow my soul to break free and glow
I am so much more than meets the eye
I have the power to laugh, to scream and to cry
There's nothing taboo about who I am inside
And there is nothing about myself that I need to hide
For years I tried to be
Somebody different from myself
Conforming to what I saw
Never ever seemed to help
I was trapped in a theatre
Dangling from my tangled puppet strings
Until I cut myself free
And in their place I grew my wings
I am a jigsaw with all the pieces lost
But I wouldn't change that for any cost
My imperfections are what makes me this
If you forget that, there's so much you miss
All I see is what I know
I am strong enough to show my face
And with this in my mind
I can truly allow myself to fall from grace
The words no longer hurt
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Memories I'd Sooner Forget
The ward is almost quiet, save for the soft sounds of nurses doing their nightly checks and checking up on the patients. My fellow prisoners- sorry, patients. My fellow patients are silent. They could be sleeping. They could be dead. I would never know, as I don't know what any of them are suffering with. I'm not entirely sure what I'm suffering with. All I know is that the nurses had to pin me down and wrestle my bracelets and pendant from my person while I screamed my lungs into my throat. They say I have Manic Depression. I'm not sure what that I manic? Am I depressed? The only time I think I'm depressed is when they put those little white pills into my mouth and make me swallow. They won't let me take them myself, as I hide them under my tongue to spit down the ward's toilet when I'm alone. They all say I'm not to be trusted. Somewhere from the other side of this little white room, a patient begins crying. I wish I knew why.
      I must hav
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Panda Gal
Artist | Professional | Literature
'Fave' means something that is YOUR 'favourite' thing, it is not a 'favour' to me. I don't need favourites to make me happy; I am just here to grow as an artist (and herd llamas ;p) so if you can help me with those things - THAT will make me happy! :D

So I prefer if you didn't thank me for faves...and I won't be thanking you for them either. I will, however, check through your gallery if you leave a comment for me, and give you a llama once I have done so. (This may, however, take a fair bit of time for me to get to as I am super busy - and have been very sick - and like to make sure I give your gallery the time and attention it deserves)

I love to use artwork to express how I feel, sometimes I will write, often I will paint or draw.

I :heart: words. Which - for me - means -
*I write poetry
*I'm writing a few books (one is published already - yay!)
*I am a freelance editor (please note me if you need any work done).
I also enjoy painting. Although I have had no art training and know very little about art I'm enjoying what I do and if you like any of my styles - commissions are welcome :)

Current Residence: Australia
Favourite style of art: abstract
Personal Quote: Live and Learn and Move On
For all those viewing my page, I'm not on here that much anymore, so I'm sorry if you don't hear back from me. My life isn't really in a good place for me to devote a lot of time to this site or to artwork, so I'm sorry to anybody who has been waiting on a llama or a comment or something from me - the truth is that it is quite unlikely to come. I only give llamas to people after I've viewed their gallery and I don't have much time for that these days.
I hope you are all okay and forgive me.


Journal History


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GrnDrgn Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the :+fav: on my cute little marmoset
AvidCommenter Featured By Owner Oct 4, 2015   Writer
Thanks for the fave!
Pixerke Featured By Owner May 29, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the :+fav:
Have a 1up llama 
UszatyArbuz Featured By Owner Apr 26, 2015   Digital Artist
Thank you for the fav! Have a great weekend :sun:

Finch by UszatyArbuz
sfxdx Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2015
Thank you so much for faving my work! :la:
Hope you have a great day :meow: :iconbearplz: 
TanteTabata Featured By Owner Apr 16, 2015

                                 Thanks a lot for the :+fav: 

                              :heart:   It's much appreciated!

                                                 Tabby is happy about +fav 

UszatyArbuz Featured By Owner Apr 14, 2015   Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav, have a great day! La la la la

What was that? by UszatyArbuz
PennedinWhite Featured By Owner Mar 18, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
:heart: I hope you find your Fairy-Tale Ending. Don't look too hard, you might accidentally miss it. :)

:love:s and :hug:s
Randamu-Chan Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for everything!Red Fox Friend's 3 
ark4n Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2014
Thanks for the faves!
Colin-Bentham Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2014  Professional General Artist
Heres another Llama for your collection, Thanks for sending me one too, and thanks for the favs, really appreciated :)
Lissou-photography Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the :+fav:! :)

If you like cats, check out my other cats pictures here->… :dance:
analillithbar Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
:iconsparklylaplz: :iconthxfavplz:
Abbylulu1000 Featured By Owner Oct 31, 2013  Hobbyist Filmographer
Thank you for the watch~ and....and your webcam....xD
leothefox Featured By Owner Oct 31, 2013   General Artist
Hooray Llama Badges Thank you!
dreamswoman Featured By Owner Oct 16, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for choosing my work, "I live suspended" for '"Art Theme Contest" :) I hope you bring good luck :D
Vanessanon Featured By Owner Oct 16, 2013  Professional Writer
haha all the best!
dreamswoman Featured By Owner Oct 17, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Chuckie-T Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2013   Traditional Artist
Thank you so much for your support!! :iconsweethugplz:
Vanessanon Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2015  Professional Writer
yw. always here. (although slow to reply to messages obviously) ;P
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