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1. My name is not Vanessa 2. Vanessanon is the name of a book I an trying to write 3. I made the name up and the idea of the book when I was in highschool 4. I started to actually write the book after a nervous breakdown to help me deal with how I was feeling
5. Joining DA was to help me write the book 6. Since joining DA my life has meandered down many paths and I have TOTALLY LOST FOCUS of my precious book! 7. I recently did NaNoWriMo (National Novel Writing month – November) to help me pick up motivation for writing my book again 8. I ended up starting another book that I haven't finished either
9. I now have three unfinished books 10. I am currently having illustrated a book which started as a story I wrote in the shower once, just for fun. 11. It is a children's book and it will be published before my book Vanessanon 12. I find this kinda ironic and a little bit irritating
13. I really really want to finish my Vanessanon book, but can't seem to get back into it 14. I have another idea for another book I want to write too 15. Having lots of ideas for creative outlets without time to pursue them is very frustrating 16. it means I have heaps and heaps of unfinished creative projects
17. I hate this, because my mother did that my whole life and it drove me crazy 18. I have been through way more at my age of 35, then a lot of people twice my age will ever go through 19. I was married once 20. It was an abusive marriage
21. He cheated on me, more than once 22. I didn't find out until we had been married 5 years and he had tried to kill me 23. I have had nearly every eating disorder known at one time or another 24. I am now a lot less obsessed about my weight than I have ever been
25. I have allergies which mean I don't really enjoy eating 26. I am allergic to dairy 27. …and wheat 28. …and mushrooms
29. …and coconut milk 30. …and all meat, except seafood 31. it is very strange that I am not allergic to seafood or nuts like normal people 32. I am not normal (obviously)
33. I really love painting and wish I had SOME art education in my life 34. I love abstract art 35. I hate that my hand-eye co-ordination is not very fluid, it makes artwork slow, messy and difficult 36. but I am tenacious
37. this means I won't give up trying 38. no matter how many times my mother makes fun at my attempts and tells me I can't do it 39. My mother is not very encouraging of creativity, she finds it to be useless 40. I find creativity gives me energy and sometimes it is what helps me get out of bed in the morning
41. I have suffered with severe depression since I was a baby 42. I am on medications now, but they make my blood pressure very low and I have very little energy 43. I love swimming, but have 3 shoulder injuries and can't swim anymore 44. I used to love running, but I have a bad hip and a bad knee and little energy
45. I used to love gym classes but my blood pressure is too low to do them anymore 46. I am going to attempt to get back into pilates 47. I had a bad accident when I was 7 48. they thought I would be a paraplegic
49. but I went on to become a cross-country runner – 5kms…I was awesome! 50. I quit, when the training started to take over my life 51. I do not celebrate Christmas for 2 reasons 1. it is of pagan origin 52. 2. I hate it, along with its commercialism and greed and the way it makes people believe that they can make up for a whole year of being a terrible person by havng a 'christmas spirit'
53. I never tell anyone that because they get offended 54. I live alone now 55. my last flatmate was extremely non-emotional and very difficult to live with – two words, "temperance brennan" 56. I miss her puppy tho
57. sometime I hate being alone 58. some days I really enjoy the time to myself 59. I ALWAYS wish I went to bed earlier 60. I used to wake up in the mornings with a 'bounce' in my step, but lately have less and less energy
61. Some people I consider family are not blood-related 62. I do not care if other people say they are not 'real' family, because they always will be to me 63. I have been in love before with someone who truly loved me back 64. I have learned, sometimes, loving someone doesn't mean you will be happy being together
65. I am very tolerant of other people's ways and attitudes if they do no harm to me or people I love 66. it does not mean I agree with their ways or their attitudes 67. I believe that Jesus Christ will judge people, so it is not my place to do so 68. I am not very vocal about my beliefs online as I do not have a presence here for the sake of being controversial
69. Because of my personality I often withdraw from an argument, even if I know I am right 70. I do this because I know there are things far more important than being right 71. I also know that if someone really wants to know the truth about something, I can tell that and will answer them honestly 72. I read people very well, the only time I am wrong about a person, is when I doubt my ability to do this
73. that being said, people can change, for better and for worse 74.  I have a friend who talks a lot about personality types like enfj and intj 75. I have absolutely no clue what is going on during these conversations 76. I speak AUSLAN (Austrlaian Sign Language)
77. I learnt german at school 78.my step grandfather was german and said I sounded like a street kid 79.i can say hello and chocolate in over 10 languages 80. I have learnt some cambodian (khmer)
81.I really do not have a clue how to use photoshopping type programs 82. It is amazing how much a person can learn to edit in word 83. I enjoy editing novels 84. I do not have an official qualification in editing
85. I will take the course for the qualification as soon as I have the money 86. I am currently still paying off the debt from the marriage 87.long story, but I keeping the debt meant keeping my safety 88. I hope to have it paid off in another year
89. this is truly a blessing as I had thought I would have to pay it off for a long time to come 90. I hope to go to the UK one day 91. I used to live in Canada 92. I did not bring home a gay man and marry him ;p
93. I love watching Dr Who 94. I LOOOOVE pandas 95.Penguins and turtles are equally my second fave animal 96.i also love frogs
97.i love spiders too 98. seahorse & seadragons are equally my third fave animals 99. actually, a shorter list is animals I don't like 100. I don't like cockroaches, cane toads or centipedes
i tried really hard to submit it in format. but have given up and am going to bed instead.
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OfficiallyAbi's avatar
#75 - I'm so glad - I don't feel quite so silly now! ;p