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If you think it seems like I just fell off the planet, it is probably because I have - sort of. Well you know I wish I was doing all things art (writing, painting, drawing) but it seems life has other ideas. Looking for work then doing temp jobs here and there and everywhere; then overdoing it and being too exhausted to move and that pretty much sums it up really. Oh, and changing medications with some fantastic withdrawal symptoms that I'm really loving (please read a LARGE AMOUNT of sarcasm into that as it's just plain awful really)!
So, sorry that I'm rarely here and usually instead I'm there and everywhere really. Mind and body wise. I really loved this last medication, I functioned on it better than I have in a long time but the long term side effects are pretty bad so I can't be on it permanently without (possibly) turning my brain into pure vegetation or something remotely similar.
If you send me a note I will probably get to it quicker than anything else and everything else - well my life pretty much is in a suspended animation - limbo...never finishing what I started (I hate that I've turned into my mother on that account) and always wanting to do something that requires more effort than my energy and motivation will allow.
Hope you are all doing as best as can be expected.
Ness
So, sorry that I'm rarely here and usually instead I'm there and everywhere really. Mind and body wise. I really loved this last medication, I functioned on it better than I have in a long time but the long term side effects are pretty bad so I can't be on it permanently without (possibly) turning my brain into pure vegetation or something remotely similar.
If you send me a note I will probably get to it quicker than anything else and everything else - well my life pretty much is in a suspended animation - limbo...never finishing what I started (I hate that I've turned into my mother on that account) and always wanting to do something that requires more effort than my energy and motivation will allow.
Hope you are all doing as best as can be expected.
Ness
FYI
For all those viewing my page, I'm not on here that much anymore, so I'm sorry if you don't hear back from me. My life isn't really in a good place for me to devote a lot of time to this site or to artwork, so I'm sorry to anybody who has been waiting on a llama or a comment or something from me - the truth is that it is quite unlikely to come. I only give llamas to people after I've viewed their gallery and I don't have much time for that these days.
I hope you are all okay and forgive me.
:heart:
Ness
NEED TO RANT
So a girl came in to work today (I work in pharmacy) and said she was fired from her job for wearing a bandage on her arm as it was bad for the customers. She didn't have a bandage on her arm and she has marks from cutting, I helped her find a suitable 'wrist support' and she is going to tell her new boss (job interview tomorrow) that she has a netball injury.
But, it seems the boss at her old job knew why she was wearing the bandage and thought that was 'bad for business' I WAS SO ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I think that is DISGUSTING! Obviously she has a mental health illness/condition and I thought, he wouldn't have fired her if she had an in
Today was the best day ever!
A rare thing happened today -it was an awesome day! Let me relate it to you - because awesome hasn't described many of the days that I've been in existence.
So I had to increase my dose on my meds which I was terribly hesitant about because the last time I did so I felt wiped out for days. But this time, I took it early in the evening and slept in so I felt good by the time I woke up - yay!
So I decided to bake a cake (which I did) - I even iced it!!
I also painted. I have been wanting to paint some patchwork colours on a canvas for a while and had the chance to do so. But since I didn't have a canvas the size I wanted I used 4 smaller one
Changes - Urgh!
So I am currently on a four week unpaid forced holiday from my job. My boss went away and so no work for me. They expect me to be happy with this and just start full time work for them when they want. Unfortunately no work for four weeks (hence no money) doesn't exactly suit me, plus I don't have the health to work full time (which sux for me too).
Meantime, my landlord is putting the rent up - o yay right!
Anyways, so I am looking for somewhere to rent that is cheaper and somewhere to live.
Yes indeed, life does suck. I am not down spirited about it just tired and anxious because this all means so much work for me.
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